Beautiful Bittersweet Life Poems

Exploring the world of life and grief through poetry.

Category: chronic illness

  • To Bloom Again

    To Bloom Again

    I push against the soil,
    as I seek once again to bloom,
    to feel the warmth of the sun
    upon my sprouts that have laid dormant, buried
    in the depths of the earth.
    My buds creep out into light
    longing to be infused by its energy
    with the vitality that I once took for granted.
    I feel the gentle embrace of the spring breeze,
    beckoning me to relax the petals,
    and open again to the possibilities of living.

  • What If

    What If

    On Living With a Chronic Condition

    Sweetheart, it’s okay to stop fighting.
    It’s not giving up, but coming to terms
    with the reality that was not of your choice.
    For if combat was an option against
    a body that refuses to work the way it once did,
    you would be better by now.
    The stash of energy that you could draw on before
    is now depleted and doesn’t recharge easily.
    What if you chose to shower yourself
    with kindness and compassion instead?
    It wouldn’t undo the physical changes,
    but, oh, how it will soothe your weary soul.
    It will give you the space to breathe deeply,
    What if you treat yourself like
    your best friend?
    How gentle you would be,
    holding them in a warm loving embrace,
    meeting them right where they’re at.
    What if you allowed yourself to grieve
    the life you once lived so easily?
    It’s not a sign of weakness or surrender,
    but choosing to find some serenity
    on a journey that is already wearisome.
    I know, sweetheart, that there are days
    when it all feels too much, but what if
    you took a moment, an hour, a day,
    to give yourself a break from the demands in your head
    and just be.